i have an announcement...
so, fuck me, my apartment was full out broken into. they took the bars OFF the windows, broke the damn window and had their wasy with my apartment. i am now down one laptop and one toaster (yes, they took my damn $20 toaster). they leave the television and the stereo. whatever.
i'm never sleeping there again, and if it was at all practical, i would just leave all my stuff there and never go back. seriously.
i will take out a post office box someplace. i will be a person with no real address.
for this week, i will live @ Mark's apt (since he's out of town 'til thursday, and we're both outta town saturday, etc.). then, i will quite thankfully (as you cannot imagine what a relief this is) will show up on liz 'n kristen's doorstep with all of my stuff. not that i have that much stuff, which is good. i'm really thinking that i'm quiet tired of stuff, and i don't want any. no more stuff. you just have to haul it the hell around everywhere, and when you get there, you think "why did i pack and haul this across town??" right now, i will pack and haul all of the stuff across town because i don't want to be in my ex-apartment for one second longer than i have to, and therefore will just dump everything into boxes and run away screaming. i will stay w/ the nicest people ever (liz and kristen) until such time as i have figured out what the hell to do, but at least until after xmas, 'cause i work retail. granted, if liz 'n kristen did not exist, or did not own a sweet place, or something, i would have to get on the stick and find someplace to live. however, i just can't take it. i am at the limit. i want to put all my stuff in liz 'n kristen's basement, find the 5 things i actually need in my daily life, take them upstairs to where i'm going to sleep, and be a minimilist. just pretend i have no stuff and not worry about anything but going to work and feeding myself for awhile. after i'm able to do those two things consistantly, we'll add other life tasks one at a time until i become a functioning adult again.
i'm never sleeping there again, and if it was at all practical, i would just leave all my stuff there and never go back. seriously.
i will take out a post office box someplace. i will be a person with no real address.
for this week, i will live @ Mark's apt (since he's out of town 'til thursday, and we're both outta town saturday, etc.). then, i will quite thankfully (as you cannot imagine what a relief this is) will show up on liz 'n kristen's doorstep with all of my stuff. not that i have that much stuff, which is good. i'm really thinking that i'm quiet tired of stuff, and i don't want any. no more stuff. you just have to haul it the hell around everywhere, and when you get there, you think "why did i pack and haul this across town??" right now, i will pack and haul all of the stuff across town because i don't want to be in my ex-apartment for one second longer than i have to, and therefore will just dump everything into boxes and run away screaming. i will stay w/ the nicest people ever (liz and kristen) until such time as i have figured out what the hell to do, but at least until after xmas, 'cause i work retail. granted, if liz 'n kristen did not exist, or did not own a sweet place, or something, i would have to get on the stick and find someplace to live. however, i just can't take it. i am at the limit. i want to put all my stuff in liz 'n kristen's basement, find the 5 things i actually need in my daily life, take them upstairs to where i'm going to sleep, and be a minimilist. just pretend i have no stuff and not worry about anything but going to work and feeding myself for awhile. after i'm able to do those two things consistantly, we'll add other life tasks one at a time until i become a functioning adult again.
posted by ~e at 11:45 PM
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